It’s been a hard couple of weeks. A lot of changes going on. Good changes to be honest. I am really excited for this new chapter. New job. New outlook. New attitude. Not really, same attitude. Different scenery✌️🙂
I got too cocky though. I pushed my limits, and I’m paying the price today.
What did I do? Really, all I did is send a text. Not that tragic, I know. But it was that lack of response that’s got my anxiety in such an uproar. What was this text? I asked someone if they’d want to meet up this weekend for pool and a beer. As I had learned in the time I knew him, he liked both pool and beer.
I’d liked him for sometime, to be honest. But I never asked him to do anything because I didn’t want to feel like a jerk and have to face him at work. I didn’t want it to be awkward for either of us if he wasn’t interested. We worked together, I don’t think I mentioned that.
But since we are not working together anymore, I got brave. I sent him a text asking if he’d be interested in what I mentioned before.
I expected the no, but I never even once considered the fact that he wouldn’t even respond.
It’s taken me years to do something like that, and he couldn’t even respond? Guess I misplaced the respect I put into him, didn’t I?
This was the hardest part of the last three weeks.