I took a nap today, and i woke off feeling off center. That’s usually what happens when i take a nap.
I’m not sure what it is.
But something doesn’t feel right. I feel upset because I took Max up to Millcreek Canyon and of course, even up in the mountains, I can find the one jerk. I was sad when I left there because someone kicked at him. It bothered me a whole lot, and makes me not want to be in a city atmosphere anymore.
I already know that I’m going back to Michigan eventually. That’s the goal, ten years from now. Sooner than later, I do not want to be in a city anymore.
I’m sick and tired of rude people. Seriously, sick and tired! They are everywhere. I know I have to deal with it in my job. But every where else is just sickening. I don’t want to be here anymore, because every one thinks that they can be rude, and obnoxious. There is no such thing as common courtesy anymore.
I joked when I seen the world becoming the walking dead… but it is still very possible. I hate that I see the world becoming what it is. Or maybe it’s America. I was thinking about JFK last night as I was driving, and what he would think about the world today. “Think not what you can do for your country, ask what your country can do for you.” And the answer to that would be so sad now.
To watch the freedom of speech mean pretty much nothing now. Not to mention, this right to bear arms. How in the hell do these kids get these guns? I know that the those words didn’t mean for kids to be able to go to school and shoot other kids! How in the hell does that happen? I don’t understand. When people who are behind these rights, trying to protect their rights…. this isn’t what they’re trying to protect! HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN?
The guy who invented the internet, never wanted it to be used for this kind of stuff. He didn’t want it to be there for people to watch pornography, learn how to kill other people, or any of that wack crap. That was NOT what it was meant for.
When the first test tube baby was born, it probably wasn’t expected to be like a making babies vending machines now. All of the different things that have come into the world that are so unnecessary…. the force of nature no longer exists. Because of everything that exists.
I can’t help but feel overwhelmed by that.
I think that’s part of the reason I’ve had problems sleeping. I don’t like to think about this stuff, but it’s just been so in front of me lately.
Lil bro’s going back to Michigan to see Big Bro and some friends. I’m excited for him, but I will admit that I’m jealous. I haven’t been back for awhile myself. He deserves it though, but I am still jealous. 🙂
Have a good night.